A Journey with Love and Laughter

Read about our family as we journey through life as a family, with siblings, school and spina bifida, and lots of fun and laughter along the way!

Thursday, February 16, 2017

Incidence of Spina Bifida and Whats the Point?

There are some changes happening in my Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus Association. To focus more on Hydrocephalus.
One of these reasons is because the incidence of spina bifida is decreasing.


This is going to be a writing post, but eventually I get to my point. But I want to work my way up to my point (and "show my work").

I know the incidence of spina bifida (and neurotube defects) is decreasing with the introduction of folic acid into food, as well as increased education regarding folic acid as a prenatal and woman's vitamin.
But then my brain started wondering...

Is the incidence really decreasing, or is the birth rate decreasing?

What is the difference? And why does it really matter?

You can find Canadian information online pretty easily.
In 2013 Canada released a document (available as a pdf) Congenital Anomalies in Canada.
It states at there is an average of birth with spina bifida of 2.6 per 10,000 births. (so this is the birth rate). But this excludes date from termination before 20 weeks.
NTD from the same data is 4.0 per 10,000 births.
So approx. 65% of the NTD births were spina bifida in this report.

It mentions another article with a higher rate, by DeWal et al in 2007 that looked at folic acid fortification. But this article looked at live birth, still births and terminations (so all diagnosed) and looked at neurotube defects as a whole. This rate was 0.8 per 1,000, which would be 8 per 10,000.
If 65% of NTD is spina bifida, then this rate would be 5.6 per 10,000 is diagnosis rate.

All of these studies say that yes the incidence of spina bifida is decreasing! (by 46%, which is fantastic)

So I looked at the numbers in the articles and crunched some numbers (because I like numbers, and why not do this on my day off).

To compare apples to apples (spina bifida to spina bifida) and look at diagnosis versus births:
2.6 per 10,000 babies are born with spina bifida. But 5.6 per 10,000 pregnancies are diagnosed with spina bifida. So 46.4% of pregnancies diagnosed with spina bifida are birthed after 20 weeks.

If you want the pre folic acid-fortification numbers. 5.5 per 10,000 babies born, and 9.75 pregnancies diagnosed. So 56% pregnancies diagnosed are born after 20 weeks.


This of course doesn't include babies that have spina bifida as part of a more complex health issues which cause death or miscarriage after diagnosis, or those where abortion is done after 20 weeks.
And who knows, maybe in the last 6 years (most of the data came from 2011 and before research that was done) things have changed.

But this is a blog post, and not a research article.

So all of this research and heart ache or trying to find a termination rate in Canada for spina bifida. Brought me a number. 46.5% of pregnancies with spina bifida end in a birth after 20 weeks.

For everyone not a labour and delivery nurse, they may wonder why the 20 week cut off.
  • First of all, the second trimester ultrasound is done before 20 weeks. This is the second test that can diagnose spina bifida (and where I found out about Nickolas). So most parents would know about spina bifida before 20 weeks (except in my case it was after).
  • The second reason for the 20 week cut off is that according to the government, babies born after 20 weeks need to be registered. Either as a still birth or a live birth, and before 20 weeks they don't (they would be a miscarriage). That is in the hospital. I am not sure how it works for intentional termination after 20 weeks, for example in a clinic.
  • There is also the fact that the age of viability (when a baby born can actually live) is 23 weeks (and it used to be 24 weeks). So abortion is an option until 23/24 weeks (it was 24 weeks when I had Nickolas, I am not sure if that has changed with the advances and change in the age of viability).
    • I stress the 23/24 week difference, because I have a friend and co-worker who had her miracle baby at 23 weeks. He is 2 years old now and very cute! (see page 19)

So in Canada, 53.5% of pregnancies with spina bifida end before 20 weeks. And I will estimate that this number is due to termination or abortion due to spina bifida diagnosis.

Why do I care?
I have my child, I made my choice. Do I think that I should take away choices for other parents?

No, I don't. I know that I made my choice, but I had a choice and I believe that I have the right to make that choice. 
I believe in autonomy for parents (and then rights for the baby after birth).

Then why even spend all this time looking at numbers?
The numbers show that parents have a choice and almost half make a different choice than me. So maybe I should just get over myself. Get over the belief that I should make decisions for parents.

But I have blogged about diagnosis day, and what information is given to parents before. And I think that is why this number bothers me so much. There is a bias shared with parents after diagnosis towards terminating the pregnancy.
http://riddingfamily.blogspot.ca/2013/04/informing-informer.html

When I was doing my google search, it didn't help that I found a medical malpractice website talking about spina bifida.
Medical malpractice is a consideration for every obstetrician I know. This is what I found on the website (and yes it is Canadian)
When I went to a conference discussing spina bifida and prenatal diagnosis this was one of the concerns of the Obstetricians. They were worried if they didn't discuss (and maybe encourage) termination they could be sued because of this.

And another information website about spina bifida diagnosis.
You have 2 choices. But the fist choice you need to find information, The second choice has another 3 paragraphs discussing it...



So what is my point?

Why this long rambling blog post about the decreasing incidence of spina bifida (2.6 per 10,000 births, but with 53.5% born before 20 weeks). Identifying that I believe parents have this choice. But that there is a bias towards termination, which I believe helps to contribute to this 53.5%.

Information and Awareness.

Information to the medical community, but also in public in general. Showing what spina bifida looks like. Sharing our stories. Normalizing disability in the community.
Because Nickolas was born with spina bifida, but being born without spina bifida doesn't mean that disability won't touch your life.


There is still a long way to go.

Folic acid has made a difference in the incidence of spina bifida (9.75 down to 5.59 in 10,000). But concentrating on folic acid is not enough. It helps to prevent.

But what about those babies who already have spina bifida? What about those babies whos parents are desperately looking online in the middle of the night and trying to figure out what the future will look like? Or scouring through written information their doctor gave them (because anything that was said did not stick in their mind, beyond "your baby has...").

What about parents who bring their newborn home, and think that they are alone in the world?
What about parents who aren't sure if something is normal?
What about a teenager who feels no one understands them (especially their parents)?
What about adults who are trying to find medical care in a society that doesn't recognize pediatric conditions living into adulthood and needing care?
How do people learn about current research? Or helpful books? Or connect with families?

My concern is that my association; the one that helped our family right after the diagnosis (and that I support and remain involved in), will shift focus onto hydrocephalus and this information and awareness will start to fade away.

Hydrocephalus is part of our life with spina bifida. 80% of kids with spina bifida develop Hydrocephalus. But other than knowing this statistic, when I was pregnant with Nickolas I didn't want to concentrate on the maybe, the hydrocephalus (and same as with the chiari malformation). I wanted to know the spina bifida.

So I think I have rambled enough.
I will blog about the proposed changes to the Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus Association of Ontario in a separate post.


Sunday, January 15, 2017

Sledge Hockey - getting back out there

Nick had sledge hockey again today.
He had been off the ice for about a month, and even though we had brought the sledge home, and planned to go skating as a family, we didn't get out.

Leading up to hockey practice Nick was so upset, he was crying.
"I don't want to go".

We told him that he had to go. We talked about why he didn't want to go, and he said he didn't like hockey anymore.
He was crying up until we got him on the ice.



And then he was all smiles.
I was a little hesitant to make him go, but I am glad that I did. He had a lot of fun and I could see him getting stronger on the ice.
I wish we had more time to get him out there more and get him stronger on his sledge.
Hopefully we will all get some family skating time.


Katheryn likes watching hockey, and we have said that we might be able to get her into sledge hockey next year. Nick actually does better (and shows off) when she is on the ice with him.

We went out for dinner afterwards. Katheryn decided she wanted to dress up!


Friday, January 13, 2017

My blog

I have been battling with the direction of my blog for a while.
Both the time needed to properly keep it up to date, the reason for writing, if I even have an audience, and also the privacy of my children and the fact that Nick is getting older and might not want his medical stuff shared online.

I love my blog (even though I haven't been spending a lot of time on it lately). I am always looking for things that would be helpful.I say that I want to blog less and less, but then when I go through my pictures I want to talk about all of it. I want to keep that memory. And I think that is why I want to blog. For myself. As a way to keep my memories alive.

Otherwise, I just have a folder full of pictures and no context.

Do I need to blog about family and every day stuff? Sometimes yes. Sometimes it is looking back at the every day that I see a change.
But then I also want to keep medical stuff private. But why am I talking about spina bifida if not about the medical stuff.

I could make my blog private, but the whole point is for people who have received the spina bifida diagnosis, or people who are looking to see what spina bifida looks like. To find this blog. To normalize spina bifida. And it comes with some medical challenges.

I don’t want my kids photographs to be stolen and used illegally or for some kind of porn website (and I made some changes to help prevent this).
I don’t want to kids to come at me in a couple of years accusing me of embarrassing them and breaking their privacy. And then I hear from families who have gone to my blog or I see if posted somewhere, and I think this is why I do this.

I left my blog for almost 2 months. The last post was about new braces. 7 ½ years of blogging and I end with new braces?! No.

So I am still not sure what I am going to do. I am working to update over the last 2 months. So I guess that means right now I’m going to keep going.

Saturday, January 7, 2017

Our dogs

Family picture time!


We are so lucky with these dogs!

Rory is still a puppy, about 18 months old. And she doesn't run, she hops. We affectionately call her bouncy ball because that is what she does. She bounces!


Rory also has her own bed, her own toys and is very excited (overly excited) when someone comes into the house. But she doesn't jump at the door. When someone knocks on the door, she runs to the door and then quietly sits and waits


Chuva is now 5. And she has stolen my heart.... And she knows it.
Chuva we affectionately call cannon ball because she will push through anything in her way to do what she wants to do. Sometimes it is the children, or tables or chairs. She loves leaning against you because she loves you.


She loves the children. And is very protective of the family and the house. She is not quiet when someone is at the door and barks aggressively at anyone who is at the door. (We are working on this).



 If I'm on the couch, this is usually how I end up


 Actually, more like this...


Tuesday, January 3, 2017

New Years Cottage Fun!

Every year we go to the cottage and have lots of cold-snow fun!
And this year was no different


Nick was enjoying the snow more than other years


And the dogs were in love!


In fact, they dogs spent most of their time outside. It didn't matter if it was snowing and they got covered in snow. They both loved the snow!




Of course the humans loved the snow as well.


The snow wasn't that great for sledding (the sleds wouldn't go down the hill) but it was good for making snowmen


We tried getting Nick's crutches in the snow, but he really just wanted to crawl, or be pulled in the sled



Katheryn and I made a snowman!


It was a bit windy on New Years night.
The snowman had a party and was doing the limbo!


Nick enjoys the snow, but loved the hot chocolate and cuddles when it was time to go in!


We had brought all of our skating stuff to go skating, but I was sick our whole time away and we didn't go.